I wish i could find someone else to be my bestfriend other than her.. shes got so many other friends and she doest realize how lucky she is. she lies and tells me i mean the most but she knows im like 4th on the list she cares about..it sorta hurts to realize that but i try way too hard to get her to notice me. shes actually my best friend! she makes me feel so good about myself when no one knows how. when she smiles it lights up my day :] i just wish i could do that for her.